Ending Trimester 1!

Weekly Update: I am hitting 11 weeks pregnant and starting to feel more confident and on edge as each day that passes.   This is the week that I lost my last baby - and I just keep thinking if I can get past that 12 week marker I can breath a little.   I've been doing my best to focus on ME, my health - both mental and physical.     I'm approaching week 3 of my current program and loving it.

My son is loving it too - here he is post workout with me this past weekend - he kept asking for when we could take our sweaty selfie after.  So here it is!

I have been loving this program, because it is fast enough to feel challenged but slow enough that I can keep up.   I also love that it enables me to keep my core strong without getting on my back - which is fine in the first trimester but as I get bigger becomes more of a risk for prolonged periods of time.  I am determined to stay healthy during this pregnancy for all things that I have control over.   It will help my recovery (which will most likely need to be a repeat c-section) and my mental state during and after (because if I'm being honest, being a mom is the most amazing and most challenging thing I've ever done).

We've been taking time to do a lot of family things - including a weekly "Sunday Funday" - it's different depending on the week, this week we stayed local and visited our very own Hartford Carousel - the oldest in the United States! Two rides, lots of smiles and $6 later, we have some great memories.

This little guy is keeping me going - I look at him and think if I was able to make him, I can make another healthy baby.  We haven't told him yet - but I have no doubt he's going to be an amazing big brother.

A big part of my days are my nutrition. I actually realized pretty early on, what I thought was 'morning sickness' was actually carb overload - I was eating nothing but carbs which of course made me sick! Once I recommitted to my nutrition program, it all got easier.  Including the 'sickness'.  The only thing I'm missing is energy - but my understanding is that once I hit the 2nd trimester and my placenta forms more completely the energy will come back!

Here is a new favorite - an orange freshly squeezed (with pulp for fiber) and then 2 slices of sprouted grain bread dipped in 2 eggs with cinnamon - yep french toast!

And of course Shakeology!   This continues to help me with energy and just feeling good overall. 

The photo is blurry - but this is from a team dinner we did for the leaders on my coaching team - luckily we have a handful of vegetarians and vegans so we picked an all vegan restaurant and OH MY GOSH! SO good.  Vegan cobb salad, you're my new best friend.

Here is my food prep for the week - butternut squash stuffed manicotti!

And here is what food prep for a few nights away looks like!   I packed my manicotti, and eggs and veggie burgers, and other snacks so that we could eat in the hotel room during our trip as much as possible! Saves money and lets you know exactly what you're eating!

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Week 1 In the Books!!

Weekly Update: This week has been nothing short of amazing.  I had my 10 week ultra sound and things are looking good. I'm still very scared after my miscarriage this summer, but feeling more confident each day.   My workouts have been a great distraction and while I'm much more tired these days, they help ward off the morning sickness and put me in a great mental state. 

That being said, you can tell by my morning mug shots that my sleep has been been very touch and go - my hair has looked like this literally every morning, meaning I toss and turn a LOT these days.

I remember this from my pregnancy with my son (yellow sweatshirt), but the exhaustion is insane.  We are still teaching our Pilates classes a few days a week, but I have to admit, the second I get home I nap when he does!  

Here he is after class with his buddy from class, they've known each other close to 2 years now!

I'm also trying to cherish every moment I have with my son giving him attention when I have the energy - which includes our 'trips to Mexico'.  We put on our swim suits and jump in the bathtub with tubes for a getaway that doesn't require an actual flight!

Given that I'm 'back on track' I have LOTS of food news this week.    My shakeology continues to be a staple, loving it after my workouts.  With the fatigue is also coming a LOT of hunger.  The first month I had way too many carbs which only made my sickness much worse.  After talking to my doctor we agreed I needed to balance my diet out so that I didn't have those sugar spikes - the balance of nutrients has really been helping!

Here is an example of what I eat on any given day - I am feeling SO MUCH better eating balanced foods instead of the comfort foods. It's funny, I thought the comfort foods would help me with the morning sickness but now that I'm back to my clean eating (the plan that goes with my fitness program), I'm feeling 10 times better.

Here's a veggie lasagna that I made with some leftover eggplant and zucchini from the prior week - so good!!

I've also been starting my days with one orange freshly squeezed and the little burst of sugar is helping me (but I keep the pulp for the fiber!)

Here is my son's 'workout' gear during our Saturday morning workout.  Looks suspiciously like mine! Weights, water and banana (he picked it all out).

Another favorite - SUPER easy, hummus, a veggie burger (I do morningstar spicy black bean) on a wrap with veggies). 

And here's my version of a vegetarian loaded baked potato!   Tofu, potato, cheese, and broccoli!

Celery with PB has been a crunchy snack on the go too. 

And this one I barely got to try - my son and husband devoured it!!!   Zucchini with homemade sauce and a dash of mozzarella!

We had a wedding this weekend and I wasn't sure when to expect food and what to expect so I headed into it with Shakeology on the drive over.

This was a super simple recipe - 'chicken' soup with no chicken.   Noodles, carrots, celery, and veggie stock!

And finally - calming for my tummy these days - fresh ginger boiled with local honey to make a really soothing tea!

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Week 1 of 4!

Weekly Update: I shared this privately already, but I wanted to share here because it is a big focus (and will be) driving my nutrition and fitness over the next few months.   I'm officially pregnant again - and both very excited and very scared.   I am 9 weeks and will continue to monitor it closely over the upcoming weeks with my doctor.  

While I had no control over my miscarriage this summer, I do still want to do the best I can to be healthy for me and the baby.   I've been on and off pretty sick, but using it as an excuse to eat pretty unhealthy things.  As of this week I committed to a 30 day program, which includes a 30 day clean eating nutrition plan.

My doctor wants me to maintain my weight throughout the pregnancy which is more incentive to focus on good clean eating.  I'm officially on Day 2 and feeling great!

Here I am doing my newest program with a room full of other coaches - perfect way to start it out!

This program is no joke! I'll be taking each day differently depending on how I feel, but so far I am able to keep up!

So why did I start on a Tuesday?  Because Monday was Halloween and I wanted to be realistic!  I didn't go crazy on candy, but I wanted the option to be there.  

Here I am last week before starting my newest program trying out some of the maternity workouts - they are awesome!

This was a fun part of the week - we went to Pumpkin Town with some friends and my son saw this 'man' and immediately announced that it was "just like mommy doing weights" - totally unprompted!

I'm continuing to stick to my mornings, I may be extra tired these days, but I still really enjoy my mornings alone so it's worth getting up (even if I nap later!)

Within just minutes I have tons of energy!

And then I get my chocolaty treat after!

I've also been using one of my fruits to make a small glass of fresh OJ each morning.  It's been so tasty!

When I'm on track, I thoroughly enjoy the act of food prep.    Tuesdays are my crazy day, I teach two classes and am gone most of the day.   I packed a nice mix of foods for my first day on the program!

I've also been adding a little extra at breakfast.  In addition to my Shakeology, I have been having eggs with spinach and toast grilled with olive oil.  So good!

Here's one of my many snacks - cucumbers and hummus!

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$500!!

Weekly Update: I had a lot going on this week again emotionally, but I am trying really hard not to let it get in the way of the things I have to be HAPPY about.   Doing Yoga the last 3 weeks was seriously the BEST thing that I could have done for myself.  I may not have maintained my super high endurance, I may not have lost weight - but I gained a lot mentally.

Here I am on my last day.  I seriously can't get over the fact that I did 21 days straight of Yoga (since I typically hate yoga!)  But the cuing was amazing, and the words they used really got in my soul.

This quote says it all!



I also did a lot of snuggle therapy (the photo looks odd, but we both have on swim suits!).  Every few months we go to 'Mexico' - basically we just put on our swim suits, get lots of tubes and bubbles and play in the bathtub!  It's the little things in life that make me happy.

I also am brought so much joy by my weekly mommy & me classes. I teach several classes a week, and the moms bring me so much joy.    

Here I am with my son doing 'class' at home - I do my at home workouts every morning and on Saturdays my son does it with me. I love how the second we got started he said 'mommy! this is class! we are doing class!'

So why did I title this blog entry $500?  Because this week, I got an email telling me that I had one $500!   Just for submitting my health transformation story.    I have been doing this for about a year every month (I wish I had started sooner!).   Each day, the company I work for gives out $500 to a male and female just for getting healthier, and every quarter they give out $1,000 - annually one person gets $100,000!

While the money is super exciting, I'm most excited about what it represents!

Food news!!!  Minimal food prep this weekend due to lack of planning - but here is a yummy favorite that 'feels' bad but isn't.  Butternut squash stuffed shells!

And breakfast of the champions - eggs and Shakeology!

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Push Through

Weekly Update: I know I said I'd never avoid the scale, but here I am avoiding it!   Since last June when I had my miscarriage my food has been all over the place.  Some good weeks, some good days, some terrible weeks days or months.   I'm not proud of it, but I AM proud that I continue to try, and continue to workout each and every day - without fail!

I still haven't brought myself to look at the number yet, however I had a big eye opening experience when I went in for a doctor's appointment this past week.  She basically said that I was not at a great weight.

Not news to me- but still I felt very uncomfortable hearing it.   Funny how that happens.  But the thing is - being uncomfortable won't help me.  SNAPPING OUT OF IT will! 

So it's time to let go- time to let go of the loss, not forget it, but let go of the emotional eating.  Let go of the fear.   Let go of the sadness and move on.

I got home from the dr, made myself a SOLID lunch (veggie burger and red peppers on a wrap) and I am moving on.

I talk a lot about my WHY.  There are immediate WHYs - like being able to do fun things with my son, feeling good, having energy.  But there are also WHYs like this. My grandmother while she has never really 'worked out' in the traditional sense has always been active.   She raised 7 kids, and has always been a very hard worker - widowed at 45, she worked and took care of the house including mowing her extremely large lawn through her 80s.  

My longer term WHY is to be like this woman - at 90 and still able to take walks, still in my own home, still as healthy as I can be for 90.

My other WHY continues to be this guy.   While my food has been off - we still teach our Mommy & Me classes together each week.   He still sees that fitness is a big part of my life and it's FUN.   During this week's class shortly after this photo was taken, I was doing some bridges and he announced (proudly) to the room "My mommy and I do this exercise in the basement at home!" and he's right - when I do my morning workouts he joins me on the weekends.   He is seeing me, he is watching me and he is having FUN with me.

My nutrition hasn't been all bad either - I still continue to start my days with my Shakeology and my banana - I can't imagine it any other way!  And this along with my workout are two things I'm insanely proud of. 

That and my water!

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